Busy working this month and didnt blog for a week already i think??? Need mei ting to remind to update my blog every now and then, lol! well well well... i went to sim lim square today wif gabriel during our lunch hour to check out some computer parts prices. It was a really convienent thing as our office is just situated in lavendar. We did check out some infor on PSP also. So those who intend to buy PSP pls read my blog. The cheapest psp there is $200 ONLY but is version 2.5 to 2.82. Other shops are selling $270 to $330. The version 1.5 de cheapest is $270 and other shops are selling it at $300 and above. There's one shop in front of sim lim square which is specialised in selling all gaming consoles. They even sell ps1 n there's many types of package for each types of consoles. They sell the latest version 3.03 which can play the latest DOWNLOAD GAME!!! Great deal as it's better than buying version 1.5 which can only play old games. The total cost is $419. Quite cheap le hor. For those who want to play downloaded game , pls do consider version 3.03!!! But if u have a older version also nvm. They can upgrade your version to be able to play latest downloaded game at only $40 so wad gabriel suggested is to buy the $270 PSP and then go over to the shop in front of sim lim square to upgrade ur psp so total u only spwnd $310 to get the latest psp. That's the ultimate plan.

Many things happened this few weeks. I would say even after i baptized, i did not behave or work like a christian. That's a really disappointing thing to say but after the "matter" that just happened last week, i believe it really changed my life. No longer that same person u use to know since last time. More upright i guess. Finally able to get hold of myself firmly thanks to GOD. Btw, my company just hired kah poh n teck meng. Andre told me immediately on that day which i on leave, saying the company only specifically want HIS frenz. Sometimes it really makes me wonder is andre actually up to something? Well i guess it was gabriel who introduce us to this job, it wouldnt be nice of andre to actually wana act like a leader among us. It will only cause more grudges. This job is getting tougher each day. Tml i still had an appointment wif gayathiri of former 4/5 at the library. She offered help in the JC1 maths n chem. It's really all thks to her that i can hav more faith so as to be able to cover up the first 3 months lessons.

Finally back from PA audition.... Huang sen told me if i intend to go ajc, just tell him n he will help me get through it. Well.... if i were to go ajc, i'm afraid i will be stressed to death. Haha. Heard from diana that the ppl there r really bookworms as wad the rumours said. Ppl there just study n study. No life at all. So i'm just having a headache to whether go some jc which my results can get me to or go ajc. Who knows i may just go poly instead but i really feel like going jc. Hope some1 can give me some advice. Anyway, passing the audition would means i'm officially a PA musicians. Haha. I may go mco when i'm free, ok jason n caiyun??? haha.

Building inspection project finally starts. I went to the seletar camp with the other engineers and was separated from gabriel n andre. It seems that i was attached to a very exp engineer n everything went on smoothly but nt for andre, gabriel n company. Did learn alot there n just felt as if the army ppl there should find it weird to see a young students there. haha. Time spent in the office sure passes very fast. Two hrs are still enough to finish 1 complete report but i still prefer to be in the office rather than going to the seletar camp which is so hot n uncomfortable. I even saw a snake during the inspection n the room of some of the army soldiers are filled wif hot n sexy bikini girls poster. HAHA. I believe nt going to MI or JC may be a good choice for me also. Working in this JPL consultant really allow me to gain alot of knowledge.

9 JAN 2007!!!!!! My birthday!!! Well.... due to my tight schedule- working and practising cello for upcoming audition, i did nt have enough time to celebrate my birthday. So disappointing. This time round the audition for YCO required us to play 2 songs whereas in the past only 1. I lost all my scores and nw had to find time to write out 2 of my songs.... composed my own music. haha. Anyway, i was attached to the most experienced engineer in my current job n due to that, we're given a tougher n heavier task to inspect the whole of seletar camp which is something to feel happy about as well as sad. Haha. I will have to start the actual work tml. It's like going to school. Waking up every morning at the usual time for school but this time round going all the way to lavendar to work. A very good experience indeed as i learnt a lot of new stuffs. Anyway, my birthday wish is to get fit n slim down, it seems to myself that i'm getting plumper which i'm really very worried about it.

Back from my grandpa's funeral. Received a call last wed night telling our family that my grandpa passed away peacefully. I was so shocked and couldnt really accept it. Had to take a leave and leave sgp on thurs night. I stayed over at the funeral to safeguard everything for 2 nights wif my cousin. On sat morning 10 am we sat off to burn my grandpa body( nt sure hw to say it but i believe u ppl get wad i meant). My cousins, family n i waiting for the ashes n proceeded to take a boat to the middle of the sea which took quite a long time. Along the way on the boat, many thoughts swifted through my mind. Couldnt resist myself n tears started to rolled down but thanks to the splashing of the sea water, it made me seems as if those wasnt my tears. None of us actually thought my grandpa would pass away so suddenly. Everything seems so unpredictable n unacceptable but it's just the fact. My last 2 gifts that my grandpa gave me was a tortoise and a chocolate bar. It would be my greatest treasure. Everything ended very smoothly n after i reached sgp today, i went to play basketball wif siu long.

Last day of year 2006

Zong da went over to my house last night to stay over night n went to church together wif me. Was suppose to meet up zong da n siu long for the new year countdown but zong da hp no $$ n it seems he don really bother to even give us a call using the public phone. As for siu long, wonder wad happen to him, suddenly lost touch wif him. And just because i finish this blog, zong da called. Slept since he reached home from my church. Hope we can make it for the countdown tonight. Initially i intended to go for MCO concert but had to sit alone so i decided nt to go.

WOO HOO!!!! Concert finally over lo. The concert was actually at 8pm but we had to be there at 8.30am. It was a really tough day. But the concert went off smoothly although there was some problems in between the concert. Audience were very supportive n a group of our own co member n teacher went there also. So jian xiong and i took the chance to leave SCH wif the sch bus back to woodlands. I was really nervous during the concert that i could actually felt my heartbeat through my cello. Anyway my concert is already over n it's nw left wif jason, cai yun n meiting de MCO concert. Hope it will go on smoothly too.

Wed, 20/12 went to swensen wif minority of the class wif miss leow.... As promised for the celebration of carnival, she treated us lunch at swensen. Thought it was just a scoop of ice cream but turned out to be western food. Taste quite good and it seems that the "uncle" working in the swensen was attracted by miss leow. Even say "goodbye teacher" to her when we leave... lolx... seems that miss leow found another guy in mind le. hahaha. This week got to go all the way to kallang for the ppl's association youth co practice. Kinda tired. Heard that we hav to report at kallang at 8.30am on sat when the concert is actually 8pm in the night. I don suppose majority will have any more strength to concentrate on the performance. Wonder wad the conductor is thinking.

Due to the tight schedule for the upcoming concert this sat i had to terminate my job. ARHX!!! Do one whole day 12 hrs de job for nth. Wad a waste. But well.. hope to find a more easier n carefree job after this concert. It's my first concert ever so got to JIA YOU!!! Have been going out wif zong da n siu long lately. Wonder how's the others doing nw. Just hope this holiday wouldnt be a waste to everyone. It's already been so long after o lvl le but it seems i'm nt getting any response from the so called "church band leader" who claim will contact me. I kinda feel cheated by him. Ppl nowadays r getting more n more irresponsible. Tml will be a really important day for the N lvl students. Wish they will do the school proud by scoring better than national standard. SOmetimes jusst really don understand why nowdays de young CHRians all say CHR sucks when they themselves r just simply some good for nth. Anyway, to think of it. I'm proud of being in CHR to know this group of friends that i've met.

Long time no blog le. Went to work yesterday night wif gabriel n cai yun leading us there. It was at ubi. Although the factory is nt worse than wad i expected but the toilet is totally out of my calculation. It was dam DIRTY n smelly. The ppl there really sucks also.... act as if they r our employers n ask us to do things that they don wan to do. Dont really know hw long i can last but definitely i don like the job at all. Haix... wad a boring n tough job. Just hope this holiday can be spend in a better way that satisfy me.

1 month of holiday passed le n i still haven find a job... maybe NTUC will hire me but must wait for the call to start work. It seems that i spent most of my time during this holiday wif my cello n basketball..... I went to AJC de co today. The cellist r all female n freshmen n including two cellist from fu hua n AI who got in through DSA. Surprisingly, although they're new to cello but they're able to join the combined section le.... i wonder hw they actually got their gold. Same thing in CHR this yr.... 2 sec1 also manage to catch up wif the other seniors. Luckily the teacher, MR LEE, didnt come. Didnt feel the stress yet. Wad a small world it is. If i join MCO or ajc i will have to face that MR LEE again. It seems that no matter where i go i will heard ppl saying " i don like mr lee, he's so straightforward, he always say his raffles gals pri n nanyang pri can play better than us." . I guess he's really famous but nt for the good thing. However the students he taught seems to be able to play well also. Weird.... wad's the diff btw him n my current teacher, mr chua.....

Went to payco today wif my junior jian xiong. I was kinda worried as i have already lost touch wif cello for a yr. It was a really good experience for me. Most of the ppl there are kinda younger than me and to my surprise, there's a few pri sch kids playing solo for the upcoming concert on 21/12. PLaying solo in a concert is already a very great thing but this soloist r just around pri 3 or younger. Can u even imagine that? A orchestra filled with ppl aged 7 to 25. Through this visit den i realised hw diff CHR co actually is. I was kinda uneasy as the cellist there seems to be much more better than me. None were like those cellist that i seen before. I really wish i could catch up wif the upcoming concert. If i really get to participate in the concert. It would be my first concert in my whole history.

4 years passed so fast. Finally grown up lol. This will be a long holiday for me. Wonder wad to do during this holiday. Still haven found a job. Still a free agent. aNYWAY... TO ALL 4/3 STUDENTS, there will be SWENSEN on the 20th dec if i'm nt wrong. Pls contact zhen wei if u ppl got any queries. Wonder how all u ppl will look like after this few months. Some already started to dye hair sia.... anyway i just hope all the grudges among u ppl whom u ppl know who i'm refering to, can solve this prob. Afterall we have been through so much tough time together and there will sure be some obstacles encountered that we cant avoid so nw that the criticisim is still on. Just hope u ppl can put it aside n be frenz again. Leave CHR feeling happy to know all ur frenz but nt happy to leave those u hate.

SO LONELY AT HOME!!! Have to go get my hp today at simei de sony ericsson headquater at east point. Now still hoping to find some1 to tag along wif me. It will be a long journey and it would be really boring to go alone. Dono wad to do. Couldnt find a job so either stay at home or go play basketball. Life w/o my W550i is hard though, couldnt contact my frenz and had to come online daily just to wait for every1. Wonder if any1 really understand hw i feel. And er..."she" going overseas tml le. ARHX!!!! Just hope this holiday wouldnt be any lie to me, hope to go overseas also. But of cos couldnt go to country lke europe etc like last time but only asia country. If only "she" could stay by my side........................

Mum nt feeling well... bro went to work.... father also so went to church by my own. I went to find the guy in charge of my church band to arrange a time for the band practice but he said wana hear me play my cello to know my standard first. I was like huh... is it that hard to get into the band? Does it mean if i cant play well den cant join? It's kinda weird to hear somebody telling u that "i wana hear u play to see where ur standard is". Just hope i can make it in time for christmas carol. My wish of the year is to play some christmas song in front of everybody else as well as to go overseas. Another week just passed like that n i have nt started going to the PAYCO and n starting to play in the church band. Time seems to be running out.

What a tiring day is it today. Went to TM today to repair my hp but was told to go simei de sony ericsson head quarter. Had to wait for almost an hour plus to get everything done . Then went on for dinner wif zong da den back to my house n and basketball in the night. My day just passed like that. Wouldnt have my hp for 3 days which may be hard for me to contact most ppl. So if anyone wana find me within this 3 days pls call my house no.

wa... no jobs again lol. Thought i found a job le but seems that there isnt any place left. Haix. Then nw still stress bout "her". Well really dono who i really fancy. Now is "her 1" later "her 2".. lols. Hmm.... wonder if it's possible to tackle some1 who actually live on the other side of sgp. Hmm that's just my love story. Dont even dare to ask a gal out hw to JIO!!!! Haix.... kinda awkward if i really do go out wif her. What should i do leh?? And i just gotten my GRADE 5 pieces for my ajc audition as well as payco de. Eh.... don think i going to the audition since i acutally flunked my prelims. I signed up le but result is so ridiculous so maybe i may just skip the concert. How i wish "u" would stay by my side to care for me. I guess i really do fancy u afterall. Just hope i could somehow attract ur attention. AHRX!!!!!!!! love SICK!!!!!!!!

To think that it was right to go CHR. But didnt realise this 4 yrs and until my last exam in CHR, i was given a fake result in my report book. To think that i could at least go for 3 yrs MI course but everything turned out the other way. It was really hurting for me to accept this. To think that i have already planned wad to do but everything turned out unexpectedly thanks yo CHR! Have to break my promise wif my frenz cause wasnt able to make it to MI. Every1 who attended the JC/ pre-U talk was eligible for at least 3 yr MI course except me. Really dono hw i should forgive CHR for this. Seems to me like i've been humiliated. Haix.... and now, having a hard time finding a part time factory job.

CONGRATULATIONS to all 4/3 roCKERS!!!!! Finally FREEDOM!!!! haha. It's time to have fun and work. Well... nth much to say. 10 years of study just for this "big" exam and it just ended just in a flash. 4 years just passed so fast, and it would mean i would have to leave 4/3. Wonder wad would every1 become. If any1 from 4/3 is reading this post, i just wana say THANKS for the frendship. Everything wouldnt be that fun n nice w/o knowing u ppl. THE FUTURE awaITS!!!!